I know im desperate but I dont think id ever do it. I mean, im going to be a mother, I have to perpare and force myself to become a positive role model. I get lonely sometimes although im never alone. hes here for me now so many if I give in to him hell stay, then perhaps hell leave quicker. all I know is that he supports me and makes me feel worthy…and hes one of few.

im a little depressed that I am willing to let my guard down around you because of my current situation…

Somedays I wish I had someone to hold me in his arms- then I realize what men are really like, horny pigs…